The Following Text is just bunch of my dumbest and weirdness thing on my freaking life.
Don't read it too serious or you will got a brian wash.
"Maybe I look happy but the truth is I just want to cry"
When I said the shit I actually meant it.
why?
Maybe I just tired..
But.. the truth is..
and then..
I know I'm not the person I used to be. I admit, a lot of shit got into me.
I mean.. shit happens. every time. every day.
all you have to do is just fuck it and move on. end.
but why can't you do that? I can do it, then why can't you?
I admit.. you really fucking hurt me.
I know.. sometimes you just need distance yourself from people, if they care.. they'll notice. if they don't.. well you know where you stand.
Reminder for myself: Overthinking is not going to make everything better.
I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life.
Currently.. I hate being myself. being ME. I just can't do it anymore. I need a brake.
My life is not long enough to make you as the main character.
but don't worry. I had realized something..
This is what I'm going to do.
So..
Are your brian still okay??
cause I'm not. I feel a little weird right now. wait.. I think i feel weird all the time.
lastly..
:) ??
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