Skip to main content

The dumbest thing on my life.

The Following Text is just bunch of my dumbest and weirdness thing on my freaking life.
Don't read it too serious or you will got a brian wash.

"Maybe I look happy but the truth is I just want to cry"

When I said the shit I actually meant it.

why?
Maybe I just tired..

But.. the truth is..

and then.. 

I know I'm not the person I used to be. I admit, a lot of shit got into me.
I mean.. shit happens. every time. every day. 
all you have to do is just fuck it and move on. end.

but why can't you do that? I can do it, then why can't you?
I admit.. you really fucking hurt me.
I know.. sometimes you just need distance yourself from people, if they care.. they'll notice. if they don't.. well you know where you stand.

Reminder for myself: Overthinking is not going to make everything better.

 I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life.

Currently..  I hate being myself. being ME. I just can't do it anymore. I need a brake.
My life is not long enough to make you as the main character.

but don't worry. I had realized something..
This is what I'm going to do.
So..


Are your brian still okay??
cause I'm not. I feel a little weird right now. wait.. I think i feel weird all the time.
lastly..

:) ??

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Contoh Laporan PKL/PRAKERIN PowerPoint Bahasa Inggris Kurikulum 2013

Hai ... Aku termasuk korban kurikulum 2013, angkatan pertama percobaan malah. Aku tau kurikulum 2013 itu ribet banget, jadi jalanin aja yah adek-adek ku muah~ Aku murid SMK N 2 Batam Kelas XI Akuntansi 3 Baru saja menyelesaikan PKL selama 4 bulan (Juli - Oktober) di PT. Unisem Batam Banyak pengalaman yang ku peroleh Salah satu alasan ku memilih SMK adalah kepingin merasakan yang namanya PKL, dan siapa sangka ternyata bener-bener tak terlupakan. Berikut adalah hasil laporan PKL/PRAKERIN punyaku. Karena sepertinya setting di Microsoft PowerPoint 2011 aku beda dari google jadi sepertinya ada beberapa gambar dan tulisan yang melenceng dari tempatnya, mohon di maklumi yah ^^~ Kuharap ini bisa membantumu yang terdampar disini untuk mencari sesuatu, hehe..

Drama Negosiasi 4 orang pemain: Perencanaan Penggusuran

Hello everybody~  \nyanyi Shinee - Everybody\ Ehem.. okay.. so.. gue lagi dapet tugas dari Guru Bahasa Indonesia (Guru yang sama yang ngasih gue tugas buat puisi -_-) disuruh buat Drama dengan tema Negosiasi, dan perkelompok itu sebanyak 4 orang, dan inilah hasil naskah drama ala kadarnya yang gue buat malem2 -uh- >< Kelompok gue belum nampil sih, tapi... aah.. gak tau deh nanti nampilnya bakal kayak mana. Sebenernya gue gak asing lagi sih sama yang namanya "DRAMA" tapi tetep bikin kretek-ktetek :v

[Kill Me Heal Me OST] Jang Jae In (Feat. Na Show) - Auditory Hallucination Lyrics | English & Romanized