Characters; Min Yoongi (Suga) || Do Sinae (OC) || Kim Taehyung (V) || Shin Eunhae (OC)
Genre; drama, betrayer
Length; one-shot
WARNING! Violent language.
Read on your own risk.
A/N; English is not my first language, be kind. Enjoy~
Sinae gulped another glass of the thick liquid, ignoring her already throbbing temples. When she’s about to gulp another glass, a hand stop her by gripping her wrist.
“Down girl” A voice hissed just beside her ear. She shivered to the back of her spine when a warm breath hit her skin. “Why are you drinking so much?” Taehyung took away her glass and seat himself beside her, he spin her to the side so she can face him.
“I just feel like it” Sinae blinks multiple times to hold back her tears as she doesn’t want anyone to see her so broke, especially Taehyung.
“Well I hope now you don’t feel it again” Taehyung ruffled her hair and stand before pulled her from her seat too, “C’mon I’ll take you home” Sinae nodded and let him lead her out from the VIP room. They walked past the crowded dance floor out to the parking lot where Taehyung parked his car. He help her in and put on her seatbelt before he half-run to the driver seat, start the engine, and drove off.
Sinae brought her legs up and hugged her knees. She lean her head on the window as she stared outside. Her long hair covered half of her face so Taehyung couldn’t see her tears. She promised herself not to cry, especially when there’s someone around her, but she broke her own promise just like Yoongi broke his promised.
***
Sinae excitedly walked around the club, her shoulder brushed against another people because the club was pretty crowded tonight. She had an appointment after class with her mom but her mom canceled it, that’s why now she was here, in the nightclub. She was looking for Yoongi and she was pretty sure that he’s here. Yoongi, her most favorite person in the world.
She sighed loudly as she stop in the corner, far from the dance floor where there are only few people walking around as she lean her back against the wall. Where the hell Yoongi could be? Her eyes catch something in the other corner of the dark side of the room. A girl pinned on the wall as the guy pressed his body on her, their lips move in sync, hands touching each others. Sinae couldn’t believe her eyes because she saw Yoongi, he wore his favorite jacket that she bought him on his birthday months ago.
Sinae look away, hoping that when she turns her head again the couple in the corner will disappear and what she saw was just her imagination. But no, they were still there, getting hotter as hot as Sinae watery red eyes.
***
Taehyung stop his car in front of Sinae dorm gate. Sinae yawn and pretend to rubbed her eyes as if she was just woke up when the fact she tried to wiped her tears. “Thanks Tae, I’ll get going now” She’s about to open the door when Taehyung catch her hand and hold it tightly.
“Stop pretending” Taehyung said in cold and low tone, “just let it out.”
Sinae stare at him blankly as she completely doesn’t understand what’s he talking about, “What are you doing?” She tried to pull her hand from Taehyung gripped but it only made him holding it tightly than he already did, “What’s with you? Let me go” she started to panic as her wrist felt a little numb.
“I saw you” Taehyung kept his gaze on her, “from the beginning.”
Did Taehyung realize she was crying all along the ride? Or maybe he also saw what she saw in the club? This is why Sinae resist crying in front of people, even in front her own best friend—Taehyung. She doesn’t want people to pitying on her. She doesn’t want anyone to see her weakness.
Sinae decided to play dumb, “I don’t know what’re you talking about, now let me go I want to sleep, my head hurt.”
“Stop acting like you were strong.”
“Stop acting like you were care!”
“I am care for you!”
“You’re not caring for me, you pitying on me!”
Sinae can’t hold it anymore, her tears stream down to her cheeks down to her jaw like a waterfall. “I don’t need you to pitying on me because why? I’m really sure Yoongi is never cheating behind my back!” She yanked his hand hardly and tried to open the door and slammed it shut before half-running to her dorm building. Still with tears falling down on her cheeks and it didn’t stop until she got to her room and threw herself on her bed before crying out loud.
***
Sinae woke up in the morning with swollen eyes. She wanted to skip class if today there’s no that stupid quiz that will help her with her graduate project. She put on her big glasses, hoping it will help her cover up her swollen eyes as she walk down the hall with books in her arms.
“Sinae-ah!” She froze in her place, felt like a nail just stuck her foot to the ground, “Hey babe” Yoongi sneak his hand on her waist as he peck her cheek, he realize how tense her body is and how pale her face is. He cupped her face and worriedly asks, “Baby what’s wrong? Are you okay? Do you catch a cold?”
Sinae hardly smile and shook her head, “I’m okay” She also cupped his face with her other hand and rubbed her thumbs against his soft skin. A flash scan of last night made her smile fall on the ground, thinking that she’s not the only one who can touch his face and feel his lips, tore her heart into many little pieces, “But…” her voice cracked, “I feel a little cold”
“Oh my poor baby, come here” Yoongi pecked her lips before brought her to his warm embrace. Sinae buried her face on his chest as her free hand wrapped around him. He still wearing the jacket he wore last night, her gripped on her books between them tightened, as she can smell another smell than his, a woman perfume.
Little did they know, Taehyung was watching everything behind the pillar. He gritted his teeth as anger start to build inside him.
***
Sinae made it through the day. She tried to smile whenever Yoongi smile, she tried to laugh whenever Yoongi laugh. But she’s not going to lie, she felt disgust and irritated everytime he hold her hand, hugged her, kiss her. She felt different. But deep down there she know she still love him, more than anything else, even after what she saw she refuse to believe it. She doesn’t care. if she saw it with her own eyes, or even if Taehyung also saw it.
Sinae throw her head back, sighed out loud. Yoongi went to buy a drink for them after Sinae said she wanted to rest for a bit. Rest from Yoongi to be exact. It’s unbelievable how the woman perfume on his jacket hadn’t gone after a whole day. Sinae felt sick only when she thinks of it.
Sinae jumped on her seat when she felt her phone vibrate on her pocket. Her other best friend name was display on the screen as she slide the green button. “Eunhae-ah” Her cheerful voice got a sobs as the feedback, she grew panic as she heard Eunhae sobs getting harder, “Hey what’s wrong? Why are you crying?”
“Sinae-ah, help me” Eunhae said hardly between her sobs, she tried to hold her sobs with pressed her palms on her mouth but she only made it worst.
“What? What’s wrong? You were gone for a week, what happened?”
“I-I… don’t know” There’s a long pause before Eunhae finally said it, “I’m pregnant, Sinae help me” Eunhae started crying harder and louder than before.
“YOU WHAT!?” Sinae yelled at the top of her lung. She could’t believe what she just heard. Eunhae was never such a girl. She’s a cute, bubbly girl who always light up her day. From all the years Sinae knew her she never heard her dating or even close with a guy. But then Eunae was gone for a week and Sinae couldn’t catch her at all. It’s like she was gone from earth and now she’s shown up saying she’s pregnant. What the hell?!
“HOW!? WITH WHO!?” Eunhae stay silent and it only made Sinae grew more furious about it, “EUNHAE TELL ME! WHO DID IT?!”
“Before I tell you please promise me you won’t be mad at me” Now Sinae is the one who stay silent, she felt scared somehow. Again, flash scene of last night past her mind. “It’s Yoongi, he did it” And that’s it, that’s when all her blood sink on her feet. Her face turn so pale as pale as possible. Her soul flew out from her body and she felt the world stop spinning.
“You lie” She unknowingly said in very low tone that Eunhae barely hear.
“I’m not lying, we’ve been dating behind your back for all this years but- but everytime we did it we always use protection, I don’t know how I can ended up pregnant, we forgot to use it one time, but it’s just one time! Sinae I’m sorry! Help me!” Eunhae was freaked out, she spill it out because she’s too scared. She doesn’t care a fuck about Sinae because she’s too busy thinking of herself. She’s not ready for abortion and the scariest part, tell Yoongi about it.
Sinae breathe in and out, trying so hard to calm herself. Unknowingly, her tears stream down to her cheeks. What have she done to deserve all this? She’s just an ordinary girl. When she was a freshman a popular senior named Yoongi put his interest on her. Sinae remember so well when she and Yoongi had a conversation for the first time. She thought it would be awkward but she was wrong. It went so well, they talked and talked like they have known each other for so long. Sinae felt so special with Yoongi and so does Yoongi or so did she thought.
Yoongi and Sinae became official and went public. Sinae also became the most popular girl in campus. Yoongi had such a nice image around students and teachers. He was such good guy. What happened to that good, innocent guy she knew? Did he already like this for so long? The Yoongi she knew for this past year was faked and his true face was actually a guy who slept around with girls? For real?
Sinae wiped her tears with the back of her hands, “Where are you?” She tried to sound normal but her sobs keeps interrupting her.
“Sinae-ah” Eunhae voice softened. She finally realized what have she done. She’s too panicked and spill the shit to Sinae and think nothing about her own best friend’s feeling who was the real girlfriend of her fuck buddy. “You don’t have to—“
“Fuck Eunhae! Just tell me where the fuck are you right now!” Sinae shouted. She loves her stupid boyfriend. She loves her best friend. She doesn’t care if they have fuck each other for a year. She wanted to help Eunhae. She wanted to be beside her best friend.
Eunhae doubted, she doesn’t want to hurt Sinae more than she already did but if she think all over again what the point of telling her everything when in the end she just going to let her hanging. Eunhae and Yoogi was the one who deserve to be punished, they did horrible thing that hurt their love one. Sinae did nothing, she deserve to be happy. “I’m at the hotel, room 675” But Eunhae was too stubborn, she can’t do this alone. She needs Sinae.
“Wait for me there.”
Eunhae nodded even though Sinae couldn’t see it. Then Sinae cut the line and Eunhae imagine her running to the bus stop.
***
Yoongi was just going back to where Sine waited for him before a hand grabbed his collar and dragged him to the guy’s toilet. Sinae favorite milkshake shattered all over the floor before it dropped in front of the toilet’s door.
“DUDE WHAT THE FUCK!?” Yoongi held his body before he hit the floor and push Taehyung harshly.
“You need to die” Taehyung said coldly as he punch Yoongi’s jaw and threw him across the room. Taehyung sit on top of Yoongi as he grabbed his collar and punch his face over, over, over, over, and over again. Yoongi couldn’t fight back as Taehyung sat on his stomach, his vision got blurred and he found it hard to breath. He thought he was going to pass out when suddenly Taehyung pulled away and he breathe as much air as he can.
“LET ME GO! FUCK! LET ME GO!” Taehyung struggle on Jimin’s gripped. “GO KILL YOURSELF YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!” His face was red, his muscle around his neck was visible and he kept screaming at Yoongi.
“Jesus fucking Christ! Calm down Tae! YAH!!” Jimin shouted, he struggles to keep away Taehyung from Yoongi who already look so pitiful, lying on the floor, and he bet he was semi unconscious. It’s the very first time he blame himself that why did he came to the bathroom alone.
“GET THE FUCK OFF JIMIN!” Taehyung kicked Jimin’s thigh and stomped at his foot. As Jimin fall backward with groans Taehyung grabbed Yoongi and make him stand up.
“What’s your problem dumbass? I don’t understand you fist language! Talk with your mouth for fuck’s sake!” Even tough he sounds weak and breathless Yoongi still trying to talk with a sound of ant.
“You! Do you know how much you hurt Sinae?! DO YOU!?” Taehyung tightened his hold, making it harder for Yoongi to breath.
“W-hat are yo-u talk-ing about?” Yoongi whisperer as he narrowed his eyes at Taehyung who’s only 3 inch away from his face.
“Eunhae is pregnant.”
With only three words Yoongi froze on spot. His face changed to terrified look as terrified as he just saw a ghost. Taehyung finally took off his gripped from him and let him slip down on the floor as he continued, “And she told everything to Sinae. Everything.” And that was when Yoongi felt his blood sink to his feet and his soul flew out from his body.
***
Eunhae kept biting her nails, seat silently at the very edge of the sofa. She avoided looking at Sinae. Because if that happen she can’t imagine what she have to do. She knew her better than anyone else. Sinae never lie, she couldn’t. Because everything is reflected in her eyes.
“Sinae-ah.”
“Let’s contact oppa. He’s our brother in crime remembers? I’m really sure he can help us.”
“Sinae-ah.”
“Aah— what have you been doing for this past whole week? You must be so bored right? I know you are. Want to watch a movie? I’ll call the lobby to rent us some movies to watch” Sinae got up from her seat and reached out for the phone on the bedside table. Her trembling hand was visible and Eunhae feel like she wants to jump out from the window for making her best friend like that.
“Sinae.”
“SHUT UP EUNHAE I’M TRYING TO MAKE A CALL HERE!” Sinae unknowingly scream as her trembling hand touch the phone. “Please, stop. Don’t say anything.”
Eunhae about to say another words but it never leave her lips because the door were slammed open, and Yoongi was there.
“Yoongi” Eunhae almost cry when Yoogi stomped his feet toward her, or so that she thought. Yoogi was stomped toward Sinae. The pain Eunhae always felt eveytime she saw Yoongi and Sinae romance in public and everyone will melt toward their romantic everlasting love, while she was only his fuck buddy and almost nothing, she felt it again.
In his eyes, he only sees Sinae, staring at him and trembling. Her hand reach everywhere to find something she can hold to but Yoongi’s hand was the only thing she found when she almost broke down.
“Sinae, bae” When she realized her hand touched with him, she instantly pulled away and took a two-step backwards. “Babe please” Yoongi took two-step forward but Sinae took another two-step backward. Before Yoongi could make another step Sinae held him by putting her fist at his stomach.
“No” Sinae directly look on the floor. She can’t look into his eyes, his beautiful eyes that always drive her crazy. “No. You can’t explain anything, everything was clear, can’t you see it?”
“I wasn’t planning to” Yoongi grab her hand and hold it tightly, “I don’t want to lose you” To his surprise Sinae was laughing, silently, almost creppy. “Sinae, I know it make no sense to you but all I did was because I don’t want to lose you”
“Yeah it does make no sense. How the hell fucking my best friend was because of me?” Drop-by-drop her tears rolling down from her cheek and Yoongi pull her to his embrace. Holding her tightly.
“I-I honestly don’t know where to begin” Sinae sobs begin more visible than before, “Remember when you told me you don’t want to have sex before you get married? And remember when I promise you I won’t touch you before I can get an official permission from you parents? This is me keeping that promise. I don’t want to touch you like I touch another girl because you’re my special girl, my only one” he kissed the top of her head.
“So it’s true? You’ve been sleeping around even before we’re together?” Sinae silently ask even when her voice not that visible because she buried her face on his chest. “Yoongi?”
“Yes”
***
People got crazier than I’ve ever thought before. I don’t understand how exactly people think. And one thing for sure they never think like me. And I’m pretty sure it’s not me who’s wrong, but it’s the world who’s wrong.
Sinae and Yoongi are together again like nothing happen. What the fuck was that? I don’t understand! Honestly! Yoongi betrayed her and he fuck her best firend until she’s pregnant and she’s ok with that!? What the fuck guys!? And back there I thought I would get a chance to be someone special for Sinae, to get her notice my true feeling. But I guess I was wrong. So fucking wrong.
Eunhae decided to do an abortion and leave the country because she felt sorry for Sinae and most of it because she loves her best friend. But on top of that their friendship they build for so long was still remain strong and will forever be like that. One more thing I don’t understand and will never be.
As for me, I never changed. I guess. I will be always the person who step aside but sometimes also get involve just like when I beat the shit out of that asshole—Yoongi.
I never expected Yoongi and Sinae would end up like fairy tale. You know like, “Happy forever after” well fuck that shit. But I guess they will. Doesn’t matter what happen, their love will still go on forever.
All that matters.
Kim Taehyung—
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