Welcome November!
It's been a while since I write something. And it's been so long since the last time I write Fanfiction. Thanks to school (totally sarcasm.) But I've graduated and now I can do whatever I want (not really.)
So let me just tell you a story.
Basically, I start off this year with me trying so damn hard to focus on my study until my final exam. But then, I just realize, there's college, university, bla bla bla. Eventually, I move out, trying to settle in a dorm and start my college student life. Which I also just realize, not as easy as I think. I have to do EVERYTHING on my own. Think about EVERYTHING on my own. When before I had my mom to back me up. But now I'm all alone. Gosh, I sounds so pathetic.
I pull my shit together, and I get the grip on everything now.
I think I'll be OK, for now, you know, hmm...
All that shits that happens makes me has to abandon everything I've always done regularly before. Such as writing. Especially writing a Fanfiction. Which as much as I remember is my source of joy. Because I literally never write something for almost a year, I feel like I forgot the ability to write. It's still here but its hidden somewhere on my brain. It's makes me can't think anything to write, I have the story and illustration on my mind but it won't come out. Something like BLOCK WRITER.
Now, now, I never intend to force myself to write because it won't come out good and I can't feel the enjoyment which used to be my happy little pill. And this happen. About a week ago I started to log back in to my Asianfanfics.com Account and I found HunHan. The story was so beautiful and well-written. It made my entire day taste like sweets. I literally read it for a whole night! Thirty-five freaking chapter! And I enjoy every single word I've read.
It's getting there. It's woken up my AUTHOR SOUL. Literally!
So this is my plan. My mid-term test is right on the corner, but I'm gonna try my best to steal time and read as much fanfiction as I can. And hoping that will fire-up myself to write something that I kept in my head for so long that I feel like it's going to burst any second.
It's the start of the month. My month! And I'm starting this month with some writing.
Expect some good story of you bias on HERE.
I also have Wattpad Account. But I never upload my story in there.
But maybe I'll think about double upload both on my AFF Acc and my Wattpad Acc.
Yup, OK.
This is me saying something not that important after I (not-really) finished my homework for tomorrow. College man! It's so hard to keep up.
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