b a b y z e l w i

Sunday had always been the only day I can be alone and no one will ever bother me (except my mom, obviously, who wouldn't leave me alone) I have a really productive morning today. Believe or not I went to the market (with my mom still not alone, ew) do some laundry and I almost, just almost going to clean my room but then I suddenly fall asleep. Somehow. I guess I was just too tired. I had lack of sleep and when I feel so tired I can just... pass out.

Don't know where to start when everything is already crushed. I used to be good but now i'm not anymore. No. I'm not turning to bad-type but everything just feel like falling apart. I am falling apart. I'm so fucked up. My friend (probably) said, when i told her about how i feel for these past months, i was just... exaggerated. That, everything i just told her was just me and not them or any shits i've been talking about. Or is it? Something that i use to be good at, now i feel like i'm doing shit with it. Something that used to be never bother me now scare the hell out of me. I feel myself as me who i am not use to be. Is that bad? People change but i feel like my changes is wrong. So wrong. Should i do something about it?